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About a decade ago, Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy (and James Montgomery of MTV) published a novel, Gray. It is my favorite book of all time. It is— for lack of a better term— “a freeze-dried wet dream.” 

People are usually appalled when I tell them this; they think I must be the dumbest fangirl alive. It’s understandable. After all, Gray is the vanity project of a runner-up for 2007’s Sexiest Vegetarian, and has been referred to as “an insult to book readers everywhere.“ 

But truthfully, this is not my favorite book because I like Fall Out Boy— rather, I like Pete Wentz’s band because I fell in love with his book. From the moment I first picked Gray up, I felt—very strongly— that there was something inside of it, something that went beyond the veneer of "pseudo-artistic” misanthropy it put up. It was a carefully crafted puzzle. It was so advanced that no one understood it. I was sure of it— even if nobody ever believed me. 

But over the last ten years, I grew from an emo teenager into a professional writer. So now, I can prove that I’ve been right along; Gray is an incredible work of literary showmanship. It’s just misunderstood. So, in honor of its big anniversary, this love-dissertation seeks to dissect and defend my favorite book of all time. 

In this essay, I begin by fully contextualizing the creation of Pete Wentz and James Montgomery’s Gray. Then, I explain the novel’s identity as a “roman-a-clef,” and thus, its place on the spectrum between fiction and reality. Finally, I argue my thesis. Which is: Gray deliberately masquerades as exactly what people expect it to be: the rant of a narcissistic rock star “so shallow an ant would struggle to drown.“ But a reader with a little faith will understand that things are not always what they seem. Rather, Gray brilliantly executes its stated intention by blending paradoxes like irony / authenticity, reality / fantasy, truth / lies, and satire / sincerity, into a narrative so ambiguous it “defies understanding, let alone a solution.”

But only if you’re in on it.  

Read the full piece here.

Incredible art by @gebtoons.

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⚠️GABEY BABY FREED (RARE SIGHTING)⚠️

the tan lines😭  hello babygirl 

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once i had this foster cat that was afraid of everything and would not come out from under the bed no matter what and i had to crawl under the bed and like pet her and talk softly and feed her individual bites of fancy feast. and then after several days of this i had this guy over and we were doing it on my bed. and halfway through the cat jumped up and started purring like a chainsaw. i was in shock and the guy (still inside me) was like “hey…. can i move the cat?” and i was like “no. you cant” and a few minutes later he was like “um… are you sure? the staring is distracting” and i was like “you dont understand. we absolutely CANNOT move the cat.”

this was gertrude my all time favorite foster cat if anyone was wondering 

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if you're not obsessed with anything weird and niche please try harder. stop going outside for a while. consider getting weirder about the things you already like

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What's the most deranged thing uve ever done for someone u liked? Or are u normal about irls in which case if pete was just a guy from ur town in like ur graduating class what do u think u would do? would u be normal about it or insane? Hope this makes sense im high

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when i was 11 i wrote love poems on pink paper in cursive and folded them into an envelope shape and sealed them with wax hearts i made out of babybels from my lunch and put them in the locker of this guy i liked. this was crazy and weird but i got brutally bullied and was 11 so i feel like it cancels out lol. if i went to school with pete wentz i wouldve done this to him 100%

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@nightmarevisions I BLOCKED THAT OUT

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What's the most deranged thing uve ever done for someone u liked? Or are u normal about irls in which case if pete was just a guy from ur town in like ur graduating class what do u think u would do? would u be normal about it or insane? Hope this makes sense im high

when i was 11 i wrote love poems on pink paper in cursive and folded them into an envelope shape and sealed them with wax hearts i made out of babybels from my lunch and put them in the locker of this guy i liked. this was crazy and weird but i got brutally bullied and was 11 so i feel like it cancels out lol. if i went to school with pete wentz i wouldve done this to him 100%

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pete wentz in skirts comp

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Damn, that guy sucks. I'm sorry that happened

its ok im just not built for physical activities in public because im absurdly clumsy and have anger management issues 😭